>discover masturbation at 12 like most boys
>quickly realize the orgasm is better if I take longer
>makessense.jpg
>through browsing /b/ get into bondage and stuff
>mostly lesbian
>fast forward to 17 or something
>kinda curious about a femdom thread
>woman locks guy's dick in weird contraption
>find out it's a cock cage
>hot idea tbh, taking extremely long (even days or weeks) to orgasm. must be insanely intense when it's over
>deny myself orgasms for a few days every week
>find out there are communities specifically about chastity and whatnot, especially on reddit
>more and more intrigued by the idea
>get off to those fantasies for 2 or 3 years while the desire to be locked grows
>"small cocks belong in chastity" pops up very often in them subreddits
>don't have a big cock, don't have a small cock. average and nothing to write home about
>suddenly wish I had a small cock
>wish so fucking hard it was tiny and useless
>ice it down until it shrivels and take pics to post on reddit, like r/sph
>get off on the humiliating comments
>someone tells me a tiny clit like that needs to be feminized
>go along with it by shaving every inch of my body
>super desperate still to shrink my dick until it's just a clit
so... is this how the descent works for everyone?
