Were both guys, early 20s, and were a part of a group of friends who just game together but weve all known each other for over ten years by now. My friend and I would always talk about girls we find hot, but the past year it advanced into DMing and eventually just sending porn to "talk" about. I knew it would be seen as pretty gay if any of my friends or girlfriend found out since were all pretty rightwing but I didnt think much of it at the time. It heated up a lot the past few months, we would be sending pictures and videos and he would say that he "just cant help it and has to jerk off." I guess I should have seen it as a red flag but admittedly I was pretty into it too and I would keep sending. We would justify it as not being gay because we would send women, at worst there would be a trap. Well it eventually progressed into us fantasizing about fucking them together, then to using the same hole, then to jerking each other off, and finally to us just fucking each other. The last time, a few days ago, he called me and I was too horny to resist and we just let go on each other over call. Thankfully we didnt do anything physical but Ive never heard him sound that girly and desperate. We were both pretty pathetic. He came on cam and I went totally girlbrained watching him shoot all over himself, I cant describe the feeling. Jaw dropped and almost drooled a bit. I said things to him I never even said to my girlfriend. It was pretty awkward afterwards, weve played together since then with everyone else and acted normal but in our DMs he can tell Im being awkward. I feel weird, I assume my girlfriend would be pissed and everyone in our friend group is homophobic, even my friend and I are to be fair. But it really makes my head spin remembering doing that with him. I made this thread before but I had to go to work. Any advice on what to do? AMA too if you want.
Anonymous
09/24/24(Tue)09:25:33 No.924937158
>>924937107
Friend and I gayed out with one another. Friend group and gf are heavily homophobic. I feel bad and scared but it makes me shoot ropes until Im light headed and hes cute as fuck even though Im straight.
